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Tuesday, August 31, 2004 { 6:12 AM }

Yeah! Todae's Teachers' Dae! I had a fun time at skul. Every1 so enthu....I went back 2 PS todae. Saw my PS friends. I've patched up wif a friend....so long neva talk 2 her, den now talk 2 her, I feel so happi....I even met some1! De wae she look at me lyk so funni....she kept on looking at me lyk I've changed, or she miss me?


Saturday, August 28, 2004 { 7:16 AM }

I dun understand. Somethings juz come n u dunno y. Mayb it's bcoz God has his own arrangements fer each n everyone of us. I 4gotten him alreadi....but now, another person tt looks lyk him appears in front of me! It's lyk suddenly letting me remember of the past. I'm sad. I dunno y. I cried fer quite a long time. Ppl used 2 sae we have 2 b strong dun always cry. I told myself tt, but I couldn't stand it anymore. I cried not bcoz of anything. It's bcoz I feel painful, I'm sad. It's lyk sth bottled up fer so long, 1 dae it'll sure break out. I realli hope 2 b a stronger person.... Some ppl is juz soooooo idiotic. Everytime quarrel wif me 1. His sooo nerdy. Where got ppl keep rubber band one? He lorz....he's the onli one. lol. Played truth n dare todae. It's so fun, noeing others' secrete, but somehow, I find the game lame. Those ppl sae all the secrete not intersting one, lyk BR, everytime give dare also so stupid one, wat onli hav one chance fer truth...it's all a lie! She onli dun wan us 2 keep on choosing truth wat!

Thursday, August 19, 2004 { 7:10 AM }

I found out tt I'm a failure. I lack the courage 2 do the things I suppose 2 do. The CCC ppl reported us 2 the chairman. I'm doomed if he reports it 2 the teacher-in-charge. I..... I'm worried. I'm worried tt the teacher-in-charge finds me n scolds me. Worst if he call up my parents or tell the DM, VP, or P, den I die already. I'm at the cross juction of my life. I dunno wat to do. 2 b more specific, I'm lost, helpless, hopeless,worried, scared.....I feel lyk crying, but juz dunno wat power or strength stopped me frm crying. I told myself tt I have 2 b strong in order 2 survive in this cold, cruel n heartless world.

{ 6:59 AM }

Todae I went 2 CCC fer a while n den ran away. I hate CCC the way it function, the ppl inside, so on n so forth. I think they sent some1 to check on us- c if we in skul. Aiya.....I wanna quit, but couldn't. I think I would prefer ELDDS or DOS. At least it's better den CCC.

Sunday, August 08, 2004 { 11:01 PM }

Suddenly remembered sth. While I was goin through my emails, I came across an email n it reminded me of sth. The very bad moments of my life. Don't understand y, but till now I still can't ferget. Mayb I need some time. The time is still too early. Holidae! Todae National dae. Can watch fireworks.

{ 10:55 PM }

Bad day todae...got nagging frm my mom. I hate her when she nags.It makes me angry, irated and irritated. Hope this type of thing will not happen 2 me again. I find my tution frienz cute. They're funni n fun. now then notice. At first I thought they were naughty n wild. But as i got 2 noe them, I found out their good points. " Don't look on the outside...." I've learnt a veri precious lesson.

Saturday, August 07, 2004 { 7:46 AM }

Another boring dae. Early in the morning have 2 go to The Chinese High....so sian....sit there do nth, juz listen n listen. I rather go fer NP coz NP is more fun(of course!). Went back to skul in time fer Muster, NCO sae I can go home. I'm so sad....lyk I got chased out frm NP lyk tt. Dun lyk tt type of feeling. Everyone learn marching I haven., still need ppl 2 teach me! So pethatic. I hate myself I feel so stupid. Y ppl teach me how 2 do maths I still dunno. Juz feel so stupid. M I tt stupid? Sometimes I juz can't stop asking myself if I m stupid or not. YES! YES! YES!

Thursday, August 05, 2004 { 3:42 AM }

I found out sth.....Bi Ran lie to me! How could she? I am so angry. Dun understand y muz she lie 2 me. I search wat she saed 4 'bout 3 daes but to no avail. At tt moment, I thought tt I can't find bcoz I didn't c it. I didn't xpect her to tell a lie 2 me. It made me xcited n ten todae when I knew 'bout it, it's juz lyk throwing me down frm the 11th storey. I'm sad....angry...juz dunno how to xpress me feelings. At last, I got my marks deducted. I relieved. Now I noe my "real" marks. Todae got fullboard. I found out tt there r mani ppl I dun noe there. I felt lonely, left out. Dunno wat to do for the rest of the time. Prat tt I make new frienz asap.

Wednesday, August 04, 2004 { 7:38 PM }

Wat a red letter dae fer me....once reached skul heard a good news 'bout me interview. Thought that evreything good will end there, but no....it continued. During Chinese lessons, Mdm Huang returned our Chinese test paper. I was so surprised to see my results. I got 81 marks....can't believe it. I counted mey marks at first and thought that I onli got 78.5.....so happi. After skul, I went fer PFT wif my squad mates. They were fun.....I'm quite happi wif my results. Actually I thought I would fail....althought my results weren't tt good, I was contented. How I wish everyday is a red letter dae fer me. Pray tt tis dae neva end.....

Tuesday, August 03, 2004 { 5:26 AM }

Todae felt so devastated.....got marks deducted....actually quite satisfied wif it one, but now, I no longer am. Dun understand why, my surroundings seemed happy, everywhere is cheerful, but I'm not happy. Deep inside my heart, I am crying. The only thing that made me happy todae was Bi Ran's 'good news'. It may be ordinary, but to me, it's a good news... coz I haven heard from 'the person' for such a long time. I came home to check on it, but to no avail. Wonder when am I gonna find it. Hope tml will be a better dae and I'll find the thing.....